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    November 17

    A Beautiful mind

    半夜坐在床上看到泪流满面
    关于爱,关于坚持,关于坚强...战胜自己永远是最难也最值得敬佩的
    片子的最后说"John keeps regular office hours in the Mathematics Department. He still walks to campus everyday.” 
    不知道这个片子有多少是真实,多少虚构,只是有一股冲到Princeton去远远看一眼这位令人敬佩的老人的冲动。
    上了Princeton的网站,在faculty-other appointments 2008中可以看到Nash, John Forbes, Jr., Senior Research Mathematician. 可惜并没有进一步的个人链接,也没有注明Fine Hall 的具体office room.
    不过seriously,这个要进入我的旅行日程。
     
    纳什重返Princeton的第一天,因为幻觉被大家嘲笑,纳什对他的妻子说:"The doctor was right. Maybe I should go back to the hospital."
    他的妻子握住纳什的手"Maybe you try again tomorrow."
     
    纳什在获得诺贝尔经济学奖时的获奖感言:
    Thank you. I've always believed in numbers and the equations and logics that lead to reason.
    But after a lifetime of such pursuits, I ask, "What truly is logic? Who decides reason?" 
    My quest has taken me through the physical, the metaphysical, the delusional -- and back.
    And I have made the most important discovery of my career, the most important discovery of my life: It is only in the mysterious equations of love that any logic or reasons can be found.
    I'm only here tonight because of you .You are the reason I am. You are all my reasons.
    Thank you.
    November 07

    慢活

    在这个寒风凛冽,没有面试,几乎为BIT 465 presentation而活的星期里,生活的节奏被我刻意放缓,会和team成员去商院对面的餐馆吃个有松脆面包的汉堡,听诺贝尔和平奖Co-recipient讲landmine survivor的生活,偶尔也研究一下Enron Andersen的陨落这种严肃问题
    那天告诉Josh "I want some life", 他说"You should!" 还为了支持我的生活推迟了group meeting的时间,南部的男人果然就是比北边的赞哪,呵呵
    就像宝宝说的,事情一件一件的做,making progress gradually
    November 05

    游离

    今天发现另一个对抗瞌睡的办法,就是饿着,饥饿的感觉超过困倦,思维开始游离出大脑,却反而有精神起来。
     
    雨越来越冷,听说明天要下雪了。
    冬天来了。
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    原谅我的任性,故意写这些自虐的事,让大家担心
    前两天小新也批评我不该让远方的妈妈担心,这么大的人了,应该为自己的决定负责,也为自己的冲动任性和甘愿承担的风险负责。
    I'm alright. Just need more sleep and some good food. I guess I am just too tired, plus shocked, and need a bit time. I know I'm keeping saying negative words these days, but I am not desperate. Please believe me.
     
    Thank you Winnie, you are so sweet.
    November 03

    死局

    OUT...